Loading help on Dec 27th in oakland

East bay Depot has a container filled with Parkas and Jackets for Pakistan. They need help during the holiday season to unload, inventory and shrink wrap these products and place them on pellets so that they can be shipped to Pakistan. I am working with East bay Depot to do this on TUESDAY DEC 27th at 10:00 am inside the abandoned OAKLAND ARMY BASE
700 Murmansk St
Oakland, CA 94607

Please let me know who can meet me up there. I can also take four people with me from San Fran. Please let me know if you can help or forward this to anyone you can guilt into helping. It would be nice to get 4-6 people working for 3-4 hours

East bay Depot is also sending out a flash appeal for parkas, jackets and blankets. They can be dropped off at their location in Oakland Monday thru Sunday 11:00 am to 6:00 pm

East bay Depot
6713 San Pablo Ave,
Oakland, CA
Major Cross Street: Ashby Phone: (510) 547-6470; (510) 547-6535

Good Old PAF

Something that occurred to me as I am settling into my regular life and I do web analytics instead of need assessments (although MS Excel is one skill that is consistent) . . .

I have been blessed with many friends and relatives who have supported me emotionally and financially on this so called Mission Kashmir (yes, I am hard pressed to give up on my theatrics). These people are spread all over the US and Pakistan. However, only one person volunteered to go into the effected area. He lives in San Francisco and we are acquaintances but not great friends. One thing that we do have in common is that we are Shaheens (Falcons) or alumins of the Pakistan Air Force School System (PAF).

I am not in contact with any school friend from PAF. It is not convent, or a fancy private school, in fact a grade C school especially when compared to elite schools like Karachi Grammer School, Aithison, APS, Habib Public, Beacon House or City School. However, I did not run into any alumnis from these prestigious schools so this serves as an amazing if somewhat narcisstic coincidence. Maybe the PAF propaganda and the Starfighters in the playground did do some good:)

Got a Parka to Spare

Thinking of sponsoring a 40 ft. container of donated goods from Port of Oakland, California next week. This was collected during an Oregon State Football game with the slogan ‘Parkas for Pakistan’ by the St. Vincent de Paul Society of Lane County in Eugene, Oregon and East Bay Depot in Oakland. Both are non-profit social service organizations which have managed to collect a large number of good quality winter coats, jackets, parkas, and blankets. The cost is $2000 which you donations are covering. I am meeting with them to take some pictures so that we can see the quality of this stuff.

However, for all LOCAL BAY AREA people, if you have NEW/USED but CLEAN, RAINPROOF PARKAS, Jackets, gloves, caps for Adults and Children, please let me know and I can figure out a way to pick them up and send them with the shipment.

IT in Emergencies

Interesting article on IT in emergency situations, ‘IT under the gun’
Lesson learned from Beesian base camp near Balakot.

1. Laptops, Excel and USB drives rock (Don’t leave home without it)
2. Cell Phone based internet connections would be a great solution. Here is a company, Smith Micro that offers a kit to make that work for under < $50
3. Google Map requires a 3-d graphic and does not run on 28.8 dialup connections
4. Printers and floppy disks are unnecessarily finicky
5. Desktop computers don’t work with diesel generators (need 3 Phase AC supply)
   

Ask Jeeves Blog

My blog is featured on Ask jeeves official blog. So much for shameless self promotion :)

Angelina Jolie and Brad Pit in Quake Zone

Visiting Ghari Habib Ullah, dammit, I missed her :(

http://msnbc.msn.com/id/10199415/

Donations for over $25000

I wanted to thank all the people (friends, family and strangers) who donated money to the relief effort and trusted me with distributing this money. In all, I have collected $5270. This includes $1000 personal donation, as well as four big anonymous donations of $1000, $662, $500 and $500. The rest of the $1400 ranges from $20 - $100.

Of this amount, I have distributed $2500 to needy families and relief supplies. The rest which equals $2770 (166,200 Rupees) is going to be donated to Sungi Development Foundation for work in Balakot and Battagram area. This is the organization that I spent 16 days working with and I believe them to be one of the best implementation partner in the disaster area. They are currently working with UN World Food program, Oxfam and Save the Children as well.

Another piece of good news is that EKTA & FOSA (Organizations for promoting peace on South Asia) had a fund raiser on November 19th, 2005. In that fund raiser they collected nearly $50,000 of which $20,000 (1.2 million rupees) and we are currently in negotiations to donate that to Sungi as well. I would include the $2770 in those programs. We are currently meeting with their Executive Director Ms. Samina Khan in looking for project specific proposal and monitoring efforts.

I will keep all of you updated on the progress of the distribution and its implementation. Further donations can be made at

SUNGI Development Foundation,
Dollar Account No. 412-2 Branch Code 0585
MCB Star Branch, Abbottabad, Swift Code: MUCBPKKA

Pictures from Muzzafarabad

Pictures from Muzzafarabad.

Pictures from Balakot

Here are some pictures from Balakot. They are taken by either me or my friend Jawad Ali.

New York Humanitarism

From a friend

There are 13 NYC paramedics that have been up in Kashmir for a couple weeks. They came with no backing, no organizational support, and absolutely no connection to Pakistan. They are New Yorkers. They work as EMTs, for St. Vincent's hospital. They were stationed near other relief orgs, but they were not satisfied, knowing that up the mountains, passed the broken roads and devastation, there were people that no one had reached. So they packed up the mules and headed up to Chinari, then to Kitai. They passed a sign 50 years old that forbade foreigners. They were the first to arrive. Their names are Steve, Ruben, Joe, Nick, Chris. When the 60 minutes guy was asking questions while they were trying to revive an 18 month old little boy nearly comatose from pneumonia, they said, "shut the fuck up and hold this fucking IV." (They're still New Yorkers.) I know that 13 Americans doesn't begin to make up for America, but I wanted to let you know...there are good people from here, even in the belly of the beast, the city that cried foul about 911, choking on their own fear and racism, that are now trying with what they have in Kashmir, amongst angels and/or jehadis.

Debunking the myths

At this time, the relief efforts are going well. The World community and the UN have promised 5.9 billion dollars in aids, of which 4 billion is in soft loans. One can criticize the government till the cows come home, but no one in Pakistan has enough PR to gather such a large amount of money. I think Musharaf has done a tremendous job. Even as winter rolls in, the relief efforts are working their way to the mountaintops and Inshallah if the government buffoonery does not F it up, we should have a sustainable rehabilitation effort.

The October 8th earthquake was the result of seismic activity that has been identified by geologists for years. It is the result of tectonic plates that never quite stabilized since the time when the Indian subcontinent crashed into the Asian landmass, creating the Himalayas and Karakorum mountain ranges as a result. The actual earthquake that stuck at 8:52 Pakistan time lasted for 33 seconds was the result of seismic activity 2km deep. The epicenter north of Muzzafarabad has created a diagonal death of destruction starting from Batagram in the Northwest and then continuing southeast to Balakot, Muzzafarabad and Bagh. The after shocks that are still happening are a natural consequence and vouch for the fact that this is indeed an earthquake not a secret nuclear explosion by India/Pakistan/US (another conspiracy myth).

However, aside from the basic needs of food, shelter, health and education, there is a psychological need that has to be addressed. Currently, that is being addressed solely in the spiritual aspects by religious sermons. This has spawned myths about why and how did the earthquake struck this region. Some of those are,
1. We are sinners so Allah should us His might
2. Kashmir was out of control, alcohol drinking during Ramzan, prostitution in Neelam and Sangham hotel in Muzzafarabad
3. Usury has made the people weak in their faith.

Logically, these need little explanation. From my experience in Balakot and in Muzaafarabad region, I can only say that these people are deeply religious. All women observe purdah, Allah is often invoked, most perform prayers, and as for alcohol and prostitution surely Allah would have struck down Karachi, Lahore and Dubai way before Muzzafarabad. However, these have resulted in a self-hatred and most of these people have turned their anger and frustration towards the government and their own community. This is unfortunate to say the least. The real reasons for the enormous damage that has been caused by this earthquake are dutifully ignored by the nation and the media.

The facts that need investigation and journalistic lynch mobbing are in my opinion,

1. No liable civil defense plan for the nation. Our elders mention the 1965 war, as the last time there was a civil emergency plan, but now nothing like that exists. It is embarrassing to see relief workers from all over the world roughing it up, while our educated elites are scared to send their ladlas to the quake zone. One important part of rebuilding is community-based organizations that come into action in times of disaster.

2. Non-existent building codes and corrupt government inspectors that have resulted in every government funded building becoming a pile of rubble. Most of these were primary and secondary schools or hospitals. All the contractors and building engineers should be tried and be made an example of. This is where the anger should be directed.

3. Landslides have wiped out entire villages due to severe deforestation. This is more prevalent in the Balakot area then in Kashmir. An environment policy that promotes trees needs to be practices. Most locals understand that trees hold the soil together and somewhat decrease the destruction through landslides.

In the end, it is important for the people to realize that an earthquake is a natural phenomenon that happens all over the world. I have cited examples of quakes in Gujrat , Bam and Turkey. This has nothing to do with our sins. Some have cited illogical justifications for the earthquake. At least these spread a positive vibe. One of them is that earthquakes are nature’s way of cleaning the atmosphere by restoring the air quality and absorbing our toxics. Lastly, one grand gentleman dreamed that the earthquake has unearthed mines of emeralds and diamonds thus enriching the nation with billion dollars worth of precious gems. In some way it my hope too that the diamonds of his dreams are a metaphor and the nation has truly unearthed within itself a sense of humanitarianism.

Mission Accomplished

I have done village assessments in Upper Gurlot, Gunol, Kawai, Paras, Kot Bala, Sarwai and Bagah. However, today I can say Mission Accomplished, even though I have not made it to Kashmir yet.

The first two days were an introduction, writing out Need assessment coupons/chits to the needy. Next day we drove to Gunol, and I climbed 2000 ft to a village named Kalas in UC Kawai. I saw one tent for 22 households. Next we surveyed Paras, Kot Bala and Ghari Habib Ullah.

Yesterday, I went to Talhata Union Council. The emergence of a Sungi volunteer with an orange armband and Old Navy clothing draws people like flies. Their needs had been met, but we were surrounded by people who were hell bent on getting more tents. They tested my patience and I tore up two slips in anger. I am not blaming the local population, this is a natural effect in disasters, but being surrounded by angry villagers can lead even the best Samaritans astray.

However, as is usually the case the cunning political types end up escorting us. In Talhatta village my escort was particularly annoying. However, by now I had picked up on a few trick of the trades, which inspired some humiliation. A few thanked Allah and refused help. It is part of Sungi’s mission to locate local activist and grass root organizations. Most of the activists are mustachioed politicos trying to get their voting area assessed upfront. These we call de-activists. The preference is for community service members, teachers being foremost among them (someone should tell this to the Governator). One local teacher kept asking me to go to Sarwai in a Jeep. ‘The people are really needy in that area, no organization has reached them yet.’

So I took a treacherous ride in to the town of Sarwai squeezed next to Muhammed Ayub, the descendent of the local Pir, as Sarwai is the seat of a small shrine of Sien Muhammed. The village is at 5000 feet and has been decimated by landslides. Out of the 40 households I surveyed, there were 52 deaths. The population badgered, implored, threatened and begged me to help them. I wrote the necessary slips while my local guides provided protection and harmony. I only saw six tents in the entire village area that I surveyed, as I could not get to Upper Sarwai villages. On the way back, the Jeep ride turned ugly and I experienced real fear. It was at a hairpin turn, on the edge of a 2000 ft ravine, and the 1960's vintage purple Jeep CJ-7 could not turn so the driver had to reverse to the edge of the road to make the turn. At one moment, holding the handbrake with his hand and engaging the clutch with his feet in a Jeep occupied by eight men, he dropped the clutch and the car slid right to the edge, before he revved it up. During that time, instead of letting the newly married man do his job, the passengers started berating him for his bad driving. I think it was a Herculean effort to drive up that moluntain face for 1200 rs, $20.

Next day we left early in the morning to reach the furthest most villages in Talhatta union council. It has been 35 days since the 33-second earthquake hit and no one had climbed to these villages, as even the gravel Jeep road had been lost to flooding and landslides. Our jeep dropped us off on a dry riverbed filled with gravel, after the town of Sughdir. The area was known as Panch Chaki/five mills. However, now all we saw was a river of gravel, which was being loaded into tractors for construction. There is scree and gravel from the landslides. It is not an easy route and the temperature was hot. We crossed multiple frigid streams and climbed 3200 feet to the first hamlet and then split up. My friend Jawad went to Laspattiyan and I went to Bagah Sharif to conduct a house-to-house survey, and hand out relief slips. There were 45 households remaining in Laspattiyan (Elev 6247) and nearly 100 in Bagah Sahrif (Elev 6100), home to the shrine of Baba Faiz Mohammed. Both are the farthest village in the UC Talhata near the border of Azad Kashmir.

I nearly died from the climb. All the cigarettes that I have smoked were laughing inside my lungs. Now Jawad is a non-smoker, an athelte and a good squash player. My weekly exercise is chatting with my Sifu about Kung-Fu movies, so this was extremely hard. I heaved up with considerable efforts, as did my guide, he had being living in Saudi Arabia for the last eight year. There is a 3,000 ft assent from the Panch Chaki base and experienced trekking guides would describe the climb as extraneous. However, once I saw the beaming smiles of the old man who greeted us, it was worth it. As they say in Urdu, Mera bees kilo khoon bar gaya/I increased my blood by 20 kilos. The first group of houses belonged to carpenters who worked in Patel Para furniture market in Karachi. They had tied a red flag at the summit for passing helicopters. They showed me burst sacks of flour that had been dropped. No one had reached these hamlets before us, and they greeted us warmly, and served us tea and an egg dish. One of them had lost two children, 6 and 9, and his wife when his house collapsed. He had a serene smile, which conveyed much anguish. Entire mountain sections have been buried under landslides. While writing one slip sitting on top rubble, I asked for the owner’s father's name. He raised his hand in pryaers, and said, 'Lets pray, he is still buried under the rubble'.

I wrote 100 slip today, my first century and nearly all with tents as I saw only one tent in the entire village. Out of 200 households in Bagah, there have been 112 deaths, mostly children. The extent of damage is hard to capture with words, videos and pictures. Both jawad and I were determined to finish our assessments because nobody would be coming here for a while. However, in our zeal we forgot the time and it was nearly dusk when we started our descend. If the climb was risky, the descend was insane. Thank God for the Petra headlamps, which my brother jokingly suggested would be very useful to start the electric generator when the power goes out in my house. The sliding gravel, ravines and cooler temperatures made it risky. When we reached the Panch Chaki, our Sungi Jeep had left and we had to hitch rides on one of the tractors piled with gravel. However, both me and Jawad felt that we can go back, knowing fully well that we have done something.

Need Assessments

My primary function here, other then the fact that both me and Jawad are purveyors of fine clothing and hi tech equipment, is need assessment of the rural population. The process is somewhat inefficient but after working for six days in the field, I can say it works.

Sungi sends assessment teams to far off villages to assess the damage to their residence and then issue coupons/chits to head of households, after identifying their residence in that particular village and union council through the National ID card. The chits entitle them to collect NFI (Non food items) dependent on the program we are working on with our partner organizations like Oxfam and Save the Children. This could include tent, blankets, plastic sheets, stove, nails, pans, etc. We record demographical information by household, which is defined by a choola/stove. A stove represents separate family units living under the same household. This includes male, female, children, widows and orphans. Humanitarian organizations like Sungi stress the reporting of widows and orphans for preferential treatment, which prompted one angry villager to ask me, ‘Randowa ka ki hona hai, meri do zauja zalzalay mein faut ho gein/What about male widowers, two of my wives died in the earthquake’

In Balakot Sungi was working in the Angarai, Mandary, Talhata and Kawai Union councils, while in Muzzafarabad we were handling Langarpura, Hattian Dupata and Ghori. The Government of Pakistan has inherited the hierarchical categorization of rural population units from the British and the Mughals. The current set up is set as follows

Province - NWFP
Division - Hazara
District - Mansehra
Tehsil - Balakot
Union Council - Kawai
Revenue Village - Paras
Hamlet - Tangsan

District Mansehra has three Tehsils, Balakot being one of them. Each tehsil could have 10-15 Union councils each comprised of 40-80 revenue villages. Howeve there are some interesting issues to consider here.

The first is the issue of the Patwar circle, which was set up under the Mughals to collect village revenues. This was continued under the British and now http://Risepak.com, the premier internet site for relief information does its population demographics by the Patwari circle. The 1998 mostly population census conducted by the Government of Pakistan (GOP) also has followed this useless hierarchy. The reality on the ground is completely different. The hundreds of folks that I have interviewed have no idea what a patwari circle is, but they know their Union councils, which are head by the Nazims, while the revenue villages elect a councilor.

Secondly, the revenue villages (gaon) are usually the dakhli Mohalla, meaning the first and the easiest to reach hamlet (mohalla). Only recently has the mohall demographic have been recorded mostly through field workers of NGO like Sungi. This has resulted in a big gap in census data.

Lastly, the non-existent of any sort of provincial government in Azad Jammu Kashmir is disturbing. Although most of the work is done at the Union Council level, the non-representation of AJK people in our parliament is confusing to me. I am not familiar with the politics of the issue, but even a lethargic and corrupt government carries some weight in national affairs. However, from a global perspective, it is a Kashmir earthquake and they have received most of the media’s attention.

Camp Life

Today is a big day for us. The Sangi engineer has finally installed a Latrine. There is no running water, but it is nice to be enclosed in a sheeted area. However, the Army folks are still using the Kunhar River as a natural toilet. Thank God we are upstream to them.

The camp is comprised of eight tents. They are weatherproof, so even when it rains, we are pretty much dry. However, it is getting cold now. We are living like the refugees, in tents, using nice woolen blankets made in Spain. Now we have an intrepid cook named Yonus, who was using my REI quick-drying towel as a cooking rag. Not his fault – I left it hanging to dry – and it blew away and he thought it was a very useful rag. Last night he made us rice and lobia (red beans). Needless to say, the seven people in my tent were very audible. I am sleeping with a volunteer from Sargodha, a teacher named Ihtisham from Abottabad, who was interviewed by the BBC as the first man to climb up the Makra (Spider) mountain (because it sits between Balakot and Kashmir like a spider), Gert from Belgium who reminds me of a kind hearted bumbling Knight (I am reading Crusades through the Arab eyes by Amin Malouf). He is 6 feet 5 inches tall with wild curly blonde hair and has cut his hand twice in food distribution efforts. In addition, we have Tim and Kathleen from Melbourne, Australia, my friend Jawad from San Francisco, Tony from Oxford, England and Sakuma from Tokyo, Japan.

Sangi is a sister organization to OXFAM and they are a fine lot. The tents and blankets we are giving out are good quality and worth thousands of dollars. Still, the UN has not allowed food distribution as of yet, but Jawad is on their case, taking minutes and coming up with list of action items, I think they are a bit confused as we keep throwing the ball back in the court.

Our camp is next to the UAE field hospital. They are from Dubai and have Hummers, a 50 patient waiting room with plastic chair, a massive generator and a water filtration plant. There are lines of agencies here, Save the children, Oxfam, Relief International, IRC, Hope, red Cross/Red Crescent, Islamic relief are the international ones. Sangi, Edhi foundation, Zindagi Trust (Christians/Minorities of Pakistan), President's fund and other notable NGO's. The Pakistan political parties are also present, like Jamat-Islami, MQM (Ayaz Amir no lover of the Karachi based political party has said that even he is now saying Jiya Altaf for the first and last time), Al Khidmat, Al Rasheed Trust, Al-Rehmat, people's Party, etc. Some of these are mainstream religious parties, but everyone knows of the Kashmir Freedom Fighter organizations like Harkat-ul-Mujaheedin, Al-Ansar, Lashkar-e-Tayabba, Jesh Muhammed. They have won the people's hearts, along with the Pakistan Army, and the German, Estonian, Japanese, Chinese, Iranian, Canadian Doctors who have worked their hearts out.

What is notably missing, blaringly so is the complete absence of Pakistan government. They come in helicopters and give speeches and empty promises. Most of the schools and hospitals that have fallen down are made by corrupt contractors who should be hanged. The provincial government who certified these buildings are still in power and so far the media in Pakistan has left them alone, concentrating on stupid interview of refugees.

Even more evident is the absence of USAID. I have not seen any US government (or US corporations) in Balakot. However, I ran into an American volunteer from California and we see the Chinooks, flying overhead and the vegetable oil and tarps say USAID. The savvy locals ask me about USAID and recognize Germans and Canadians (who take extra measures to say where they are from) I hope we can avail this chance to bridge the ever widening gap between the US and the people of Pakistan.

Balakot updates

Today is our day off, so I went for a bath after five days at the local barber and then for Friday prayers. We crossed a suspended rickety bridge over the river Kunhar and climbed up to the mosque, which was damaged, but not rubble. Even the locals know that it is not a miracle, because it was not constructed by corrupt contractors. The Maulvi was delightful old man and gave examples of Germans who gave him with a tent. He replied with ‘one-two-three’, the only words he knew in English when they said shukriya or thanks. He said that foreigners who are helping are better then locals who hoard supplies. It was refreshing to hear a sermon that did not brand foreigners as heathens. After that I did more assessments in Kot Balah, met a local Pir, and then came down to base camp for distribution where I cheated the system and gave blankets to a widow with two shivering babies. I feel good inside and outside and a bit cheeky. met a local Sheikh and came down to give a tent to a widow with two shivering babies. I feel good inside and outside.

I have been doing Assessments for Sungi. We leave early in the morning and return in the evening. We are working in Hazara division, district Mansera, union council Kawai (not the one in Hawaii). We are covering three major villages, Kawai, Paras and Boonja. So far Boonja is inaccessible as it started raining yesterday. The newly constructed highway from Mansehra to Kaghan is broken up with crevices and landslides; most resulting from deforestation, which has laid the mountains bare, and the result is massive loss of life and livelihood.

Yesterday, a relief worker from a partner organization Thardeep stepped out of our Jeep as he was fearful for his life. These mountain roads are single lane, and the Army has barely cleared a path on top of the landslides. With the rain and the incoming traffic of goats, sheep, ox, Zoe (Balistani cattle) Jeeps filled with refugees and Army vehicles, we occasionally have to back-up alongside a ravine 3000 ft in height and then even the bravest among us panics. Our driver, Lala Manzoor, has lost his house, fractured his leg, lost family members and has a daughter whose elbow is completely fractured. He thinks driving up this road is close to mocking death.

However we made it to Paras, where we found three small base camps, a religious organization, University of Lahore and Muslim medics from Canada. They have limited supplies, and it only makes sense for the population to come down. However, the people are waiting for their crops to be cut (potatoes, corn, peas) also they are afraid to leave their belongings even when they are buried in the rumble. There is also some hesitation because they don’t want to live in Camps. However, the biggest reason is that there are no vehicles that can transport them down, as the incoming winter and bad roads will isolate them for three months. The fares have (rightly so) gone up by 500%, as the roads are dangerous.

The devastation in big cities like Balakot, Ghari Habib Ullah and Muzaffarabad is devastating. However, the worse is in schools and hospitals. I visited Babar Colony in Ghari Habib Ullah, where six hundred schoolgirls perished. We are supposed to start assessment on the city next day. Most of the schools and Hospitals have collapsed, due to faulty construction. The contractors and the government engineers should be lynched in my opinion. In Balakot, a local men showed me the beams in the school where 400 children perished, 'In our house beams collapsed in one piece here the beam is like choora(crackers)'. The Heroes of this are the Jehadi organizations like Harkat ul Mujahadeen, who are still operational in Kashmir. One observer remarked that he himself did not have the guts to rescue his niece from the rumble, but these Jehadis went without fear.

However, the most frustrating thing is the inefficiency of the NGO's and specifically the White Range Rover driven UN relief officers. Our sad little camp is in front of the UN food programs (WFP) massive white warehouse tents. For the last 5 days, we have gone to assess villagers to give them slips for tents, blankets and basic food ration. It is an inefficient operations to start with, we go up mountains to give just give this piece of paper, which is a lifeline, and then they come down from mountains, a full day hike to pick up winterized family tents, 75 kg of rations and blankets and stuff to haul back. Still, that’s the way it is done, so we do it. However, in the last three days, we have distributed tons of supplies, with the help of volunteers from Japan, Belgium and Australia. However, we have not distributed a single pound of food ration because the UN will NOT give us the go. They ask us ridiculous questions, sitting in their air-conditioned vehicles and as thousands stand outside, they ask us for agreements and guarantees. I have personally given assessments of the Union Councils, there are better and professional NGO workers who have attested, and admittedly there is some inefficiency in our system, but nothing is worth watching women and children freezing in the rain, as the UN officer’s lord over their domain. I have been inside their warehouse, it is packed, and they give out to foreign agencies like International Relief. However, while we are trusted with the distribution of woolen blankets and winterized tents (worth thousands of dollars), it is hard to tell people that no flour and sugar is available, as the UN does not TRUST us. If there is one thing I have learned, the UN treats locals just like the British Sahibs, even though not a single dollar or pound of food is their own.

On a positive note, I am working on setting up some tent schools near Balakot. They need 100 person tents, school supplies, uniforms, sanitation and books. I would like to at least set up one school with the money that has been donated to me. Three tents have already been donated by the government, however the expenses for running them come to around $5000. Hopefully, I can set up the seed for some of them in Balakot.

I had an interview with KPFA
http://www.kpfa.org/archives/index.php?arch=11090&page=1&type=

Our organization is
http://sungi.org

Balakot - epicenter

There was a 6.0 aftershock today. The same day I took a bus to Abottabad on the Karakorum highway to the Silk Road and reported to the organization Sungi, affiliated with OXFAM and Save the Children. They sent me to Balakot, which used to be a city, but now not a single house is left standing, bridges are broken or shifted and buildings demolished. The city had around 50,000 people, and the underlying Tehsil (county) had nearly 50,000 more, not accounting for the Nomadic population. It is as if a colossal bulldozer has decided to wipe out the entire village and leave concrete rubble behind. Buried under are rotting bodies and above there is unclean water, and tons of rubbish, refuse and unused relief supplies. Unfortunately, Balakot can't be build from zero, it will have to start from -10.

The town Balakot is a little way up the Kunhar River. Balakot was the scene of a battle in the continuing struggle between the Sikhs and the Muslim tribesmen in the early 19th century. The Sikhs, killed the Muslim leader Syed Ahmed Shah, here in 1831. His tomb is the green-tiled monument bear the Kunhar River. The tomb of Syed Ahmed Shah is damaged extensivly but the graves have survived.

It is a life changing experience. We are strictly forbidden to give any sort of direct aid. Our main job is to assess their needs. It is commonly believed that they will not survive snowfall, and all of this is temporary. We go to villages and write down what they need, give out paper slips. Later they send in their able-bodied to retrieve food or wait hoping we will deliver to them. We carry only limited supplies to villages. It is heart-breaking to see women and children beg for blankets and foods, when you have only slips of paper to give them.

We access their needs for 1 tent, 3 x blankets, 2 x chatai and food (67.5 kg rice, 7.5 kg lentils, 4.5 kg oil). The food supply is for a month only for a family of three, while the average family size here is seven.

Other then Balakot, there are other effected areas as well. The local estimate for the deaths is well over a 100,000. The population census is ongoing, and the missing people and the Pakistan Army jawans who have been killed are not counted because of LOC sensitivity issues. However, the death toll will be much higher once the winter sets in . . . The hardest thing is knowing that what you do is nothing but a drop in the ocean.

Gay marriage in Pakistan caused quake!

The reason for the devastating earthquake are being considered quite seriously by our intelligentsia. One story is that if an Afghan refugee named Liaqat Ali, who married a 16 year old boy in Tirah Valley. The boy Markeen is now his male bride and for this honor he paid the boy’s parent which he paid 40,000 Rs. Needless to say this action prompted death threats.

This is reputed to be the main reason for the wrath of God in Kashmir by the conservatives.

The current urban legend that holds most sway is that of a baby born in Karachi with a flowing beard. He (I am assuming it was a He) predicted a devastating earthquake would hit Karachi on October 28^th. Then he died. When that day passed, the date was adjusted to November 28^th.

The Night of Power

Today was hectic. Running around doing errands, buying supplies and warm clothing. Daylight saving time ended today, the clock went back, we gained an hour. So I had 25 hours to do everything.

Tonight is Lailut-Qadr, the night of power when the Quran was recited to the Prophet. It is the night when everything remains serene, and is an auspicious night for all endeavors. Although in Detroit urban folklore, it is called, the Devil's night. Maybe the asinine bombers who hit Dehli were inspired by this. They did much damage to earthquake relief efforts and Pakistan and India peace process. Not to mention the 55 people who died a few days before Diwali and Eid.

On a personal note, it is also my birthday. So many things going my way. Already collected well over a thousand dollar from well wisher and friends for distribution. Leaving tomorrow at midnight, on Halloween.

Supplies and money

People aske dme about supplies and money. I am taking a few supplies with me, going to mostly buy them in Karachi and Abottabad. Money is key, I will keep a track of what everyone sends and respond accordingly.

Also, you can send money to my paypal account: ssmaus@yahoo.com

A reason to go

One evening, an old Cherokee Indian told his grandson about a "battle" that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 "wolves" inside us all.

One is Evil. It is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed,arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith. "The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Leaving for Azad Kashmir

Dear Friends,

You have heard about the latest disaster in Pakistan, although not the biggest in our history (In 1970 in East Pakistan, then Bangladesh, nearly half a million people perished in a cyclone), it is a catastrophe of an immense proportion described by NYT ‘ as the most difficult rescue operation’ in history.

There is only a three week window of opportunity to help the refugees by setting up IT infrastructure, Muslim burials, tents, latrines, medication, mapping of valleys and villages, and any other relief work. In view of this, I have decided to leave my job and fly to Abbotabad to volunteer with http://Sungi.org, an organization set up by the late Omar Asghar Khan, son of Air Marshal Asghar Khan.

Yes, I am crazy, and I have heard the arguments that just send money, what are you going to do you can’t even change diapers. However, truly there is a need for all able bodied men/women to help the 3.3 million refugees needing shelter form the inevitable snows of Himalayas. Please help in any which way you can. I am flying PIA (which is allowing extra baggage of relief supplies for free) and expect to be up in Mansera/Abbotabad region right after Eid. I am currently buying supplies and collecting money from all well wishers. Here are the supplies needed.

Since I am leaving my job, I am taking cash and putting the rest on my credit cards. I am not tax deductible entity so I don’t expect big checks. Any amount would do, $10, $20, $50. I am assuming if 20 people gave $20 that comes to $400, enough for me to buy enough surgical gloves, pads, masks, chest tubes, etc. I will be buying medicines in Pakistan, antibiotics are available cheaper in Karachi.

Relief items requested

Medicine's required

Supplies required

Answering the call

My Daily Om on the day I decided to go to Pakistan to help in the quake relief effort.


October 24, 2005
Answering The Call
Taking Responsibility For Your Destiny

There are those of us who believe that our lives are predestined and that we should resign ourselves to our lots in life. Yet the truth is that it is up to each one of us to decide what that destiny will be. While each of us is born with a life purpose, it is up to us whether or not we will say yes to fulfilling it. And just like when we choose what to eat, who to keep company with, and whether to turn right or left when we leave our home everyday, choosing to say yes to your destiny is a decision that can only be realized when you take action to make that choice a reality.

Whether you believe it is your destiny to be a parent, an adventurer, an artist, a pioneer, or a spiritual guru, saying yes to your destiny is only the first step. While manifesting your destiny starts with knowing what you want and believing you can attain your goals, there are then the actions that must be taken and the decisions to be made before your destiny can truly happen. When you take responsibility for fulfilling your destiny and begin acting with the intention of doing so, you not only take fate into your own hands, but also you become the hands of your own fate. Doorways inevitably open for you to step through, and every choice you make can be a creative act toward realizing your goals and dreams. You begin to follow your instincts and intuition, recognize opportunities when they are presented to you, and seize those golden moments. You also begin to recognize the decisions that may not serve this greater picture and can more easily push them aside.

Remembering that the decision to fulfill your destiny is always a choice can be empowering. Knowing you are fulfilling your destiny because you want to, rather than because you have to, can make a huge difference. When you are freed from obligation, obstacles in your way become challenges to be overcome, and the journey becomes an adventure rather than the obligatory steps you are being forced to take. Your destiny may be waiting for you, but whether or not you meet your destiny is up to you. Your fate is in your hands.

Earthquake sites

Tsunami Disaster 2004 South Asia Earthquake 2005
Died: 150,00 Died: 100,00
Displaced: 1.5 Million Displaced: 3.3 Million
Funds raised: $10 Billion Funds Raised: $630 Million

Some excellent sites for earthquake info

Earthquake 2005

Pakistan Earthquake
http://aopp.org/eq.htm

Center for International Disaster Information
http://iys.cidi.org/disaster/pak.05j08/

Risepak
http://www.risepak.com/

Tariq Ali and more comments

Tariq Ali laments on why were the US, German and British forces in Afghanistan not mobilized to save lives after the earthquake Pakistan will not forget

and more comments from home

'Things are depressing in Pakistan, media is cashing in as its something new for them. We never really had these channels to cover anything in Pakistan and now we have 5 news channels on the earthquake 24/7. Every wannabe is on TV asking for donation and FM 89 is selling wrist bands to all the burger kids who weren’t already wearing one. First time, I have seen people come together in Pakistan the way they have now but at the same time people in Karachi need entertainment and sadly all the relief camps are being used for entertainment and poondi. The last place you would expect a relief center to be would be Lecole School in Phase 8.

The Pak-jawans are sitting idle and are not involved in any activities at these camps in Karachi as Pak-burgers have completely occupied the territory. Anyway, I think I am being about things. People are really trying and getting together to help and that’s what really matters. We donated a bunch of water, dates, milk, blankets, etc. We hired a Suzuki to transport the stuff the second day of the quake, so the things were still a little saner. We volunteered to Pack medicines and stuff the initial two days, and then it just got too crowded and crazy.'

Appeal for helicopters

With the worst affected areas in northern Pakistan remaining largely inaccessible, the ONLY way to get humanitarian and medical aid and heavy equipment to these earthquake victims is through air drops using helicopters.
Pakistans most critical need remains helicopters to carry aid, heavy equipment and search and rescue teams with K 9 dogs. Please call President Bush, thank him for the 8 helicopters he is sending, but request him to send at least 50 more:

President Bush:
E-mail: president@whitehouse.gov
Phone: (202) 456-1414
Fax: (202) 456-2461

Please also contact your Senators & Congress persons with this appeal. You can get there contacts at: http://www.congress.org/congressorg/home/

Sample letter here

www.opensiliconvalley.com

Feeling of being helpless

The unofficial toll is now around 40,000. I am depressed after talking to friends and family in Pakistan. A few things struck me about the disaster, the fact that entire villages have disappeared in tragic.
The creeping cold and freezing rain is going to hamper the relief efforts as Kashmir settles into winter. The panic of Karachites as the coastal city and Balochistan were hit by low intensity tremors, and of course the Muhib-watani of my nation. As a US resident, I am destined to miss both tragic and joyous moments. I missed the 1992 Cricket World Cup Win, the devastation of Karachi during operation cleanup in 1992, the bloodless coup of Gen/President Pervaiz Musharraf in 1999 and now the one time where the nation is united and working together. I wish I was there to do some good for once. But I just blog . . .

Some quotes from friends,

'Karachi is going nuts with the whole relief work for the earthquake. It’s good to see that, other than the burgers there for poondi and rolling around smoking up.'

'We are so engrossed in magnifying our silly problems and there comes a catastrophe .....a real eye opener ....this is what we need a shiver from the earth and every thing can just vanish ... it is unimaginable destruction, generations are destroyed .....I cant forget the eyes of a 3 yr old who was rescued after 3 days ...they were stoned ....black holes .....although it is the time when the country needs youth , a lot of I know are going with rescue teams to the affected areas'

'Yaar the relief effort is going on but the damage I am afraid is way too much, way too much. Although, when I was at the PAF camp in Karachi yesterday I saw a true depiction of national spirit so this has really brought the awam together...'

'I wanted to share an eye witness account of the situation in Kashmir from my sister who was stationed there with her husband.
They were located northeast of Muzaffarbad near the LoC where their ADS and home were on the slope of a mountain overseeing 3 or 4 villages in a valley surrounded by tall mountains. They were inside their home at the time the earthquake struck at which time their entire home; ceiling and walls just fell on them. They did not even have time to move. Both of them were buried under the rubble while the earth shook violently. My sister first and then her husband managed to crawl out of a small space where they could see some light. Both of them sustained injuries including fractures and cuts, however not life-threatening, Thank God. When they got out, in her words, the entire landscape & geography of the area had changed. The hill that usually was in front of them was no more and large chunks of entire mountain ridges, cliffs and tops were falling down on to the valley. There was a huge split in the earth directly ahead of them. If the loud sound of moving and falling mountains wasn’t devastating enough, they looked down in the valley only to see huge amounts of rubble. None of the structures in the villages (houses, schools, mosques) were there any more. As injured people started to reach them by foot, it was clear that at least 85-90% of the civilian population in that area had perished (approximately 3000-4000 people)'

And lastly our illustrious MNA Aitzaz Ahsan, deplores the US for sending eight helicopters when it has a thousand stationed in neighboring Afghanistan (albiet not all Chinooks) and the Saudi’s who have a fleet of 10,000 of which not a single one was send and lastly the refusal by the Army to use Indian helicopters.

After thoughts on Quake

First and foremost, apologies for my sarcastic bitchy posting on the morning of the disaster. The US has spared eight helicopters and $50 million dollars now the full extent of the disaster has become known and Kuwait's has signed up for $100 million.

It is sad and tragic, the people who suffered most don't have much to spare as is, and landslides probably accounted for most of the dead. My heart especially goes out to the students of Shaheen High school who are still trapped in rumble. But it is the greatest natural disaster to hit Pakistan? I would have assumed the Bhola cyclone that hit East Pakistan, now Bangladesh would have qualified for the worst with up to 500,000 people dead.

Also, what would all the fundamentalist Mullahs says now, the one’s that were goading over the disaster in New Orleans. See how Allah punished American for the invasion of Iraq. What would be the rational for this? There can only be two that I can think of. Pakistan is being punished for supporting America, or for abandoning the Kashmir’s freedom struggle. A faint hope in my heart when I heard about the disaster was that maybe for once my countrymen (and women) would pull together and embark on a shared vision and justice for all.

In any case, here are the main charity organizations that are collecting donations for the Earthquake victims. Hidaya Foundation and Islamic Relief

Response to Quake in Pakistan

A deadly earthquake hit Pakistan yesterday. 20,000 dead in Kashmir. Entire villages have disappeared. The US has promised $100,000, yes you heard me, that's right, a full $100,000. I hope it will change.

I am awaiting the Kuwait response, they gave a 100 million to Tsunami victims and 500 million to Katerina victims (I can't seem to find a single news source that can say how many people died because of Hurricane Katerina in New Orleans).

Finally, here is the media's reponse to the chaos in Pakistan after the earthquake. On Yahoo front page, one day after the earthquake.

S. Asia Quake Hits Area Where Osama Hides

I tell you the Duke would have been so disappointed with this pettiness. Where have all the Cowboys gone?